I'm originally
from Nigeria, but grew up here in GEORGIA since
the
age of 2 or 3. I grew up in the small southern town of
FORT VALLEY,
Georgia....... PEACH COUNTY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS
OF '1984....
and the son of a COLLEGE PROFESSOR.
I first attended "IOWA STATE
UNIVERSITY" in Ames, Iowa [1984-1987] as
an
Electrical Engineering and Computer Science major.
Later when my father refused to fund my
continued education any further. I dropped out and
moved to the Maryland,
Washington D.C., Virginia area where I worked to pay
off an a student loan
which I had taken out from "Iowa State
University" to continue my education
with.
In the process of working, I burned myself out
physically and down to a
pulp where I couldn't even function from day to day. I
was later diagnosed
with depression and schizophrenia for which I have
been taking medication
ever since until today. As the saying goes, a man's
got to know his
limitations and I had to learn that the hard way
unfortunately but life goes on.
In 1989 I moved
back to Georgia, and after paying off my initial
student loan, transferred to "SOUTHERN
POLYTECHNIC STATE UNIVERSITY"
in Marietta, Georgia... (now KENNESAW STATE
UNIVERSITY)... where I pursued a degree in
"Computer Science" and "Electrical
Engineering"....
I dropped out in
1997 and later transferred to "DEVRY
UNIVERSITY " in Decatur, Georgia
in 2006 where I completed a degree in
"Computer Science" and "Technical
Management" in 2007.
SITE OF LOCAL XFINITY HOTSPOT
I am currently on Social Security
Disability - on and off - since 1990 to current.
...I am both Multi-lingual and
Multi-talented...
...a US Citizen of the United States Of
America...as well as a SENIOR CITIZEN now...
58 years old (but look late 20s or 30 something)
,foreign black male, 5'11 , about 200 lbs,
salt and pepper hair with strands of white/gray here
and there, a self-described Computer
Hacker, and slightly nerdy....So, no i'm not from
around here....the USA...
I am Slim build and can still pass for a High School
student sometimes,
and yes I do get... CARDED...... CRYPTO -
MILLIONAIRE ..
Believe it or not i am a "SENIOR CITIZEN" now and
have
been for a few years so far and I have to keep
reminding myself to act and live my age because
it is really sinking in mentally because i never gave
it any thought before until i saw my age...
Y E S, I
U S E T O
D R I V E A
"Z" -
T H E F A M O U S
- N I S S A N
3 0 0 Z X
E M P L O Y M E N T
- H I S T O R Y
Computer Programmer, Computer
Operator, PC Technician,
My resume is available in a separate part of my
webpage as well as occupational
info, and other information about myself.
I N T E R E S T S
I like New Age stuff, Reiki, movies, Mp3's, Sy-Fy,
gadgets, electronics,
exotic cars, sports cars, and in my spare time, and as
a hobby, I build, repair,
and upgrade computers and laptops - as well as
tinkering with various types of
Electronic Gadgets here and there, network projects
and some home improvement.
In high school (1980-84) i use to run the only
computer lab on campus after school and students
would flock in
then to use the computers which were mostly Radio
Shack Tandy TRS-80 Computers. - I remember
overhearing one of my teacher's there (biology i think)
walking past
me down the hall one day with a group of
teachers exclaming that I would never amount to
anything because no one thought anything of
Computers back then even though i was one of her
students
maintaining the small animals in her biology lab in her
classroom after school and catch some small animals
around school grounds as a class and keeping their
cages clean.
Yes, it was mostly all country down there and that's
what my brothers and i did sometimes - catch and tag
some small
animals around the house for amusement because we
didn't have any pets.
Anyway, my Computer Science teacher later asked
me if I would be interested in teaching some day since
i was pretty good in computers at the time and
everyone there was aware that my father was a well
known college professor at the local college in town
and I replied "NO" because I didn't have the heart to
teach anyone. Despite who i was, i only had just
a few friends there at school and was still basically
an outcast or shunned even though i was considered
to be popular or smart. i remember helping another
student from my Electronics Class there assemble an
Apple ||C computer for the Home Economics Class
which was supposed to be a GIFT and the school was
supposed to be sending some people from outside to
put it together for the class - We did it for the class
ourselves.
I remember once walking past a couple of black girls
and overhearing them whispering and giggling to each
other and asking "If i had any Push Power" or could
Even perform in bed. That was how i was thought of
and treated in High School - that was one of the nicer
moments believe it or not - but i did take all the shame
and embarrassment - i did Graduate with Honors but i
never forgot where i came from despite what it took to
finally Graduate - never had a Girlfriend or Anyone
similar till i moved further north to the big cities in
Marietta, near Atlanta in 1989 to Southern Polytechnic
State University to continue going to
college after transferring from Iowa State University
and Living and working in Maryland / Washington D.C.
area for a while to pay off a student loan
After a few weeks on at Southern Polytechnic , i got
an
actual job working as a Lab Assistant at two of the
Campus Computer Labs but only remained at the main
Computer Lab in the end.
It was there that I found out that I could actually teach
someone something. After a while a Student came in
who didn't seem to have much of a clue about anything
i ended up teaching her how to program in the
Pascal Computer Language after many trials and
tribulations - she picked it up and later started her own
company doing programming from what I understood
and She ended up Dating Another Student there to
Spite Me - a British exchange student - And Marrying i
think - after a brief encounter with me -
stating - That I Was Still Staying At Home With My
MaMa and giving me blank Sex video tapes of You
Know
What - I didn't respond
to her but let it go - i was dating my VERY first
girlfriend at the time - an Older Woman and a Swinger
that i met on a Computer Dating Site on the Internet
- Yep I continued to take the Shame and
Embarrassment but never - Played the Field - as the
saying goes
About the same time or close to the Georgia Bureau of
Investigation - Investigating me for Computer Crimes
at that School -SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE
UNIVERSITY-
A couple of friends whom i hung out with who also
worked as lab assistants at the same Computer Lab on
campus - On one occasion attended a get together
at a location close
To MEI MICROCENTER and a FIRESTONE Tire Shop
which i
attended. A lot of the teachers and faculty were there
as well as students. I quickly noticed a group of
students following a couple of my friends around every
room they went into and seemed to lead the group. i
finally stopped following and stayed in one room and
they never came back while i was there and i hung
around for a little while briefly observing everyone else.
No one approached me or was interested in me at all
as usual so obviously i came to the conclusion that I
really had
no real friends. The ones i knew and associated with
were all interested in this particular group of so-called
friends i had - who were always questioning and
teasing me as to why i was REALLY getting a Disability
Check back then and still attending school - Yes, I
eventually left the get together on my own as usual
and quickly learned my lesson after people just kept
walking away from me no matter where i was -
Anyway i later transferred from that school and
attended a local Campus of Devry University where i
later graduated with honors -
C U M - L A U D E
I Remember The Computer Store I Used To Frequent There In Marietta That Would Always Play That Particular Song -
AnyBody Know KungFu Fighting - Whenever I Would Enter The Store On The LoudSpeakers Above Everyone Because
They Remember The Lead Male Singer Of The Group That
Sang The Song Who - DECIDED TO BE A FEMALE - A
Suiting Welcome For Me Whenever I Visited The Store Which
Was Around The Corner From - SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE
UNIVERSITY - I Go Into Different Locations Now And They Remind Me That My - REPUTATION STILL PRECEDES ME -
And I Probably Remember What Started It All - NOT WEARING ANY DEODORANT - I Misheard One of My
Nigerian Roommates Mention It By Accident While I Was Living Oof Campus At - SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE
UNIVERSITY - And I Had To Look It Up On The Internet - SURPRISE SURPRISE IT WAS INDEED - And I Started Putting
on Deodorant But I Still Had A Few Forgetful Times On My Job At - KTA COMMUNICATIONS - When Everyone Got A
Laugh Again But It Usually Blew Over Rather Quickly - MY REPUTATION DID PRECEDED ME AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS
- And Who Knows How Long Before Then - Turned Out To A Visitor From That Company - SILL HITCHING A RIDE AFTER
ALL THESE YEARS STILL - All The Crack Wideshields I had Should Have Been A Tale Tale Sign -
My First Girlfriend, A BLACK Woman, SWINGER, And Mistress Gave Me The Royal Treatment I Guess When I Moved To ATLANTA,
MARIETTA , GEORGIA To SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE UNIVERSITY In 1988-1989 As A Transfer Student After I Finished Paying Off My
Student Loan While Working Odd Jobs In BLADENSBURG - MARYLAND - WASHINGTON DC Area - I Remember Buying
Money Orders From The Local 7-ELEVEN Convenience Store Down The Street From Where I Was Working Whenever I Got PAID -
Just Like CLOCK WORK - And Watched My Loan Amount Slowly Go Down To Nothing And I Could Finally Get A Copy
Of Transcripts And TransFer My Credits To Another SCHOOL - Because I Couldn't Get A Regular Job Anywhere -
But I MANAGED To Land A COMPUTER BUILDER TECHNICIAN Job NEARBY In ARLINGTON - VIRGINIA At
COMMUNITY COMPUTERS 1986-1987 - Didn't Know That Would Be My Start Since I Couldn't Get A Another Job As A
Programmer Or Programming Like My Previous Job As A Freshman Summer Intern In College In 1984-85 As Hard As I Tried -
I Was Aiming Too HIGH Without A COLLEGE DEGREE -
Unlike The HACKERS I Met At IOWA STATE UNIVERSITY At The Computer Science Club Meetings -
That We Gave An EXIT For - Saying They Were Leaving - TO SEEK THEIR FORTUNE - Who Shook Our Hands One By One As
They Departed - Some Not Even Having A Collge Degree -
But They Were GONE -
- Had To Keep Up The FAITH - MEMORIES - MEMORIES -
Anyway, I Dated Mostly Older Women To Escape The - AIDS EPIDEMIC - Which Started When I Moved To Maryland,
Washington DC Area - NO REGRETS - AT LEAST I LIVED THRU IT - Since You Could Never Be Too Careful No Matter
What You Did And It Was - A DEATH SENTENCE - Back Then - My Cousin Or Uncle Who I lived With Would Tell Me
About People And Guys On His Job Who Got The News That They Were Infected And The - GOODBYES - They Got - I
Never Had A Girlfriend Yet But I Had To Think About Something Like That - EYE OPENING - And - I WAS SCARED -
- I Never Really Thought About - DEATH - Till Then - Movie Stars And Famous People Started Dying - IT WAS REAL - MEMORIES - MEMORIES
Anyway - She Pull Up Her Dress One Day And Sat Right In My Lap Facing Me With Arms Around My Neck in a CHAIR - i
was SORE and BURNING To The TOUCH for weeks and weeks and we actually LAUGHED about it - I Guess I Grabbed
Her BUTT Instinctively But I Don't Remember Who Actually Pulled My Pants Down - HAHAHAH - Which Lasted Quite A While -
That Was My First REAL SEX EXPERIENCE And We Continued
In Her Bed and Everwhere else Afterwards And Then On AfterWards - No Pain No Gain - You Learn How To SCREW -
- She Was My First And Taught Me Quite A Bit Or Rather
Everything Else I Didn't Learn From VIDEOS Or The INTERNET -
Many Years Later I Would Get HELLO EMAIL MESSAGES From Fellow Students There Saying - HEY REMEMBER ME - I Was In The
COMPUTER SCIENCE CLUB As Well - And Some Of Them Were Working There At The School - And Commented Briefly
About Other Fellow Students - Even Some Of My Old College Roommates From The School - HEY REMEMBER ME - EMAIL Messages
I Remember Someone Who Hired For Here Locally In 1993 In Marietta While I Was At SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE
UNIVERSITY For One Of My First OFF Campus Jobs Told Me The Reason I Got Hired - He Answered One Of My INTERNET Ads On EBAY
Or CRAIGSLIST Where I Was Selling A Laptop Charger - He Told Me Years Later - HEY REMEMBER ME -
The internet holds many secrets - I was labeled here as gay or faggot over 30 or 40 years ago for some strange
reason and I guess that reputation still precedes me -
- long live the internet - i guess -
For those of you wondering about
my personal life,
The "Powers That Be" said i did something wrong
--- SURE IF THEY SAY SO ---
so i don't mind going home to an Older woman at all
or being celibate I think I've more than paid for my sins
by now
Human nature saids you're only attracted to someone
who accepts you, not someone who is mean to you
or abuses you or beats on you
i only have eyes for an Older Woman -
but I'm Flexible if You Want To COUGH Uncontrollably
- And I Give Orgasms On BOTH Ends - And Even Welcome
Tiny BUTTS - And YOUNG Chicks -
Do You Really Require A Test Drive ?
and only one thing to say -
I am a Reiki Master
I don't eat at the Y
I Have the Magic
Hands of the Gods
I Give the Lightning with My Hands
I Give Women Guaranteed Orgasms On BOTH Ends -
Yes - Thanks To My Magic Hands Of The Gods
I Did Find My
GSPOT - GSPOT - GSPOT
Everyone Has A Spot That Stimulates Them
Find Yours
A couple of my first dates since it didn't last too long
being with a friend of someone who claimed they knew
me
from HIGH SCHOOL. she was black appeared to have
2 young girls and claimed they talked to that friend
everyday at her job (a black woman from my high
school). Anyway i built a computer for this woman and
her
sister who claimed she was a manager at a local
department store. The woman herself claimed she
work for a local government department there
overseeing the local housing - low income - for drugs
mostly. She lived there onsite with a unit with no heat
or AC which is where i paid her several visits till it all
ended. Anyway, i got to know her and her kids and we
went out from time to time in my car at the time - don't
think she even had a vehicle.
Finally one evening I guess after the computer i had
built for her we had a date and when I walked in she
her unit or apartment she appeared from her room at
the top of the stairs in a RED DRESS greeting
me loudly like as if she wanted the world to know we
were there together
I approached her at the top of the stairs and on the
right and she led me into her room where she closed
the door and I guess proceeded to undress.
I didn't bring any "CONDOMS" since i didn't
expect to get lucky at all so i told her that I would leave
and get some. She said she would wait and I brought
some condoms and came back.
We got undressed and proceeded to do our thing
when I noticed how TIGHT she was - like a PIN hole
and she said it happens when a woman has a LOT of
children. i proceed to get dressed and that ended our
night, she looked disappointed and didn't even offer
her BACKDOOR to make up for the disappointment like
other woman have in the past - guess she saw the size
of my endowment
-
Another older black woman which I actually dated
did offer me her BACKDOOR and even showed me
how and walked thru BBC for several hours and
kept calling in LATE for work that morning and finally
ended up going to work and leaving me there in her
apartment alone when we were done so I understood
why some women request BBC - but i wasn't rough
and there was no pain as she instructed me -
we dated for quite a while till it ended.
-
Anyway, as this woman in the RED DRESS was about
to end our evening this GUY who frequents her place
shows up and she has this LOOK on her face and he is
always trying put his hands on her and grab her behind
and she would push him away.
i knew there was something she wasn't telling me
with a FRONT that tight and she would THROW UP
sometimes when we went out to eat with her children
saying it was ACID
REFLUX or something but luckily not in my vehicle -
Neither she nor her sister ever paid for the
computers that i built for them and it didn't take much
to figure out that i had been had.
i built or gave away money, computers, laptops,
cellphones, free subscriptions, and now IPTV to
women i dated so it was nothing new but i knew when
something wasn't right.
i paid over $1,500 for a 3 to 6 months Extended Stay
Room Or Apartment for a white UK chick in
Chattanooga, Tennessee From A Phone Dating - Lava
- or - TeleComp -
and she suddenly changed her mind and
kept all the money and a brand new cellphone i had
just bought her (stolen from her at least once) and she
even threatened me - she frequented clubs
there and her male friends approached me and wanted
to date her when i
wasn't around - I guess they already were - she later
became pregnant and I haven't heard anything
since the phone calls stopped - only pictures but no
baby ever presented and nothing from Defacs Or Child
Services of course - She Just Kept Taking (Stealing)
Items from Me And Pawning Them So She Had To Go
Finally Knowingly Went To Bed With Black Men For
BBC and ThreeSomes And Would Come Back To Me
Asking For Money - I Told Her To Back To Whoever
She Had Given Her BODY To But We Had Already
Stopped Seeing Each Other - I Just Drove Her Around
Sometimes And That Eventually Stopped
And finally a young black woman from Maryland that i
met online on a Swingers Site - FriendFinder - I
frequent who came here
for her job and lived close to me and had a huge crazy
dog - Rotwilder that charged me several times initially
when I went to visit her and later calmed down but she
invited me over which was a huge surprise especially
from a black woman but I found out she wrecked her
vehicle and was without a job so i ended up paying her
rent for at least 4 to 6 months till I finally stopped
especially after being intimidate only the first and
second time we met - it was a setup and i picked it up
afterwards especially when I stopped paying - we
didn't last too long either - she ended up going back
to Maryland after all that last i heard - she claimed
pregnancy too
Anyway, While Driving My 300ZX And Living At My
Current Location I Remember Dating
This White Chick also who who acted like a
drug addict but I went along with her since she
appeared normal most of the time - she would brag
continuously about how we were going to get married
but couldn't get a divorce from her previous husband
- she had 3 small dogs and living off her mom and
sister - I actually got her paid for her illness - Social
Security
Disability and got her a brand new cellphone as well
and she took me on a - CRUISE TO THE BAHAMAS -
but never touched me the whole time during the
cruise and neither before the cruise when we first
met either -
later after the cruise she threatened me with infidelity
and giving her a STD and wanted a baby and ended
up threatening me one day while laughing telling me to
- BEG FOR SEX !!!- over and over again with this look in
her eyes - after that I believe she moved to a cabin in
the North Georgia mountains where i had to pay the
Deposit for Everything since she had no credit and I
gave her money from time to time and help with her
vehicle And
I visited her a couple of times till she actually moved
and left and we didn't last to long afterwards - only
thing I remember were the requests for - One More
Night - especially when we were never truly or really
intimate - she would always complain of chest pains -
just a tease - just a tease to get me to stay
So anyway - No OLD woman has something CLOSE to
being that TIGHT
and i dated mostly older women. The woman in the
RED DRESS was probably a Tgirl where something
went wrong or Mother Nature didn't agree with her or
something - That GUY kept coming back and i guess
he got a
PIECE when I wasn't there - BACKDOOR which would
explain the look on the woman's face and the Shoving.
Yep, i was GONE -
anyway when
my last girlfriend - White Woman - and i were intimate
in missionary position with her eyes
closed in a state of estacy exclaiming - while in each
others arms - right there right there honey !!- and kept
saying those words - that can only mean one
thing - i could actually satisfy someone or had been
the whole time thru and she had been lying to me and
that was
just before she went into the hospital - never to be
together again that way - spirit doesn't lie -
- it had to finally come out -
and other times i used my hands and fingers without
doing oral - the lightning - and had her trembling on
the bed after giving her a guaranteed orgasm - she would push
my hands away and wanted to enjoy it all herself after
i got the occurrence to happen
and before or after that moment at a point of dispair
she closed her eyes and looked up and held my
endowment and yes the magic moment did happen
between us as
well since yes she also had a gift too before I used
mine on her without her knowledge - so why did
she have to keep me for 20 years while seeing other
people at the same time without my knowledge - when
i could have gotten her treatments and been done -
i only visited her and any of my past girlfriends - weeks
at time - and yes - she was an older woman -
One last note pertaining to my last girlfriend - we used
to go out when we first me and a particular instance at
a large department store where we held hands inside
but instead of pulling me close she swung me around
like a rag doll all over the store - that was similar to
how she treated me when we went out - never
walking or being side by side on other occasions
again, i am a Reiki Master i don't
eat at the Y i have the magic hands of the Gods i give
the lightning i give guaranteed orgasms on BOTH Ends -
in all that time, i only remember bringing a woman
home maybe twice my whole life and maybe never
actually being intimate out of all those relationships.
most of all my girlfriends never came home with me or
knew where i lived - and only once i made it a Surprise
-
But it would always be their place -
i never brought my last girlfriend home either but a
couple of random hotel visits or her place as usual and
was planning to bring her home finally as a Surprise
but she denied my last gifts for the first time ever
- she said she wanted something different - which i
said I couldn't afford -
and Yes. - I walked away again - like usual - I didn't
Complain Argue or Fight - i let another guy take her -
and then a prior girlfriend - Yes a few motel stays and
what a Surprise when i actually brought one home -
different attitude but too
late - I already knew - because i did wine and dine
her already back then when i was able to -
So like the other women before my last - mostly
BLACK -
who just looked at
me and said - CHILD SUPPORT - No Questions Asked
and that was it - it was over before it started -
wouldn't even touch or approach me - Denied me on
the spot - so no I've never been BLACK or anything
else
Anyway, i'm able to scratch or stroke your ITCH or a
particular
SPOT in your "BACKDOOR" for one and many other
places
as well and it only took me one
try to Verify The First Tme Thru that i did get it right -
--
Send all inquiries to -
everything said will be held strictly confidential and
your privacy is guaranteed -
--
- So it's not at all like BBC - nothing close - so no
worries -
i don't give any pain, not even a scar to remember but
Pure Peasure that you do remember during the
different type of treatment(s)
- you only fight the treatment because it feels that
good
could be considered a form of INTIMACY or FOREPLAY
similar to what most of you never experienced before
- REIKI Is Love - Hands Of Light - Hands Of Love -
- i just may even be able to stop your Runs or Running
and other problems or issues - in your Backdoor -
- would finally be a relief for you wouldn't it ??
You Would Finally be able to Leave Your House And
Pads Again
and not be tied to Your Stool Among Other Things
No guarantees at all of course and results may not be
Immediate - if any at all -
Sometimes, May even be -
- PERMANENT - Different Treatments for Different
Situations
For those interested you know how to reach me -
i might add in conclusion, my same hands that
provide the LIGHTNING to others also gives me
permanent
relief when i stroke my own self and require no
additional attention whatsoever.
No, i don't have to ever go anywhere else to get Relief.
or ever require a Physical Female Companion.
i have no worries to content with, yes this is the life.
In the end, the urge TOTALLY - Disappears -
and Cures many other Diseases as well -
And Yes Diagnosed with an Increasing High "PSA
NUMBERS" Test after Tests Which is sometimes an
"Enlarged Prostate" or even feels or looks like it... an
Unusually Large Hanging Sack Basically like a Orange
- and Sometimes may feel a Little Uncomfortable
over a year ago now -
also non-existent now -
i did experience a SHARP Jolt of Pain in that area and
for a Second I Shuttered and Froze Taking the Sudden
Pain - and Then it was gone as briefly as it came -
but i expected more would follow since i already had
an idea of what it was - but no more pain followed
and i have waited many months and maybe over a
year now -
hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah
it was just my Magic Hands of REIKI-
again i am a Reiki Master i don't
eat at the Y i have the magic hands of the Gods i give
the lightning i give guaranteed orgasms On BOTH Ends -
How long does it really really take make a baby
on top if you were only Interested in something else ??
And you know that's probably the
last time you'll
ever ever get to see that Pretty Lady's Face because
she probably doesn't ever ever want to see you or your
face again - She nailed you and she got what she
came for - and she's going to get paid -
I Never Made or Left a Baby
anywhere past and present - you know the
Government
would never ever let you walk or get away with
something like that -
Maybe that's really what first
impressions are really all about and if you really wanted
someone and really gave them a
chance the whole darn time or was it just a lie and or a
joke to shame someone - so none of it really ever
happened ???
you know the Government will
always have the last word with a Paternity Test and you
know what follows -
yes yes yes verified and Forced
Payments for Child Support-
----hallelujah---hallelujah---hallelujah----
and yes everyone will know and can find out -
No I Don't Have To Pay for Someone Else's Baby or
One
that doesn't even exist as a Few Have Requested
I Can Hold My Own -
and no I still don't pay any Child Support at all at all at
all -
But on occasions i have taken care of someone elses
child before, a couple of times actually so i know what
it's like and i know what child support means - so you
don't have to teach me -
That Stunning Gorgeous Pretty Lady
wasn't worth all of this pain and suffering and running
the whole darn time was she ??
she has probably just moved on to
the next guy and the next - that's probably the only
thing she ever does - and always gets handsomely
rewarded -
so if a Pretty Smiling Lady Meets
you and leaves you very quickly and never returns your
calls you
probably know why - especially if she sends or gives
you your note or things back - it's pretty obvious -
Just keep walking away, You'll Live - I promise you -
They Say There Really Really Really Is
Someone For Everyone so You never ever have to
settle for
what someone gives you or leftovers from a Party -
Just Keep Walking - Someone
may actually find you and hide you away forever -
again i am a Reiki Master i don't
eat at the Y i have the magic hands of the Gods i give
the lightning i give guaranteed orgasms On BOTH Ends -
Most of my life I've been Labeled as
gay, faggot, trans, queer, ugly, sissy, unwanted,
outcast, etc. and so forth and carry an
Invisible Woman's Purse for
Everyone to see. All you have to do is mention my
name or show my picture and
everyone Knows who i am - oh !!
That's that guy !! - I'm probably pretty famous by now
- the one that took the
Shame and all the Crap and still refused to Impregnate
anyone and Pay their Precious Child Support and be led
by a Woman With a dog collar or collar
and chain especially a black woman who will put you
down no matter who
you are - I wouldn't play their game
and be black.
-- Even my fellow Nigerian's Disowned
and Ridiculed Me
Saying That I Didn't Identify as One of
Their Kind. --
I was basically a NOBODY or TRASH and
didn't mind being that at all
as opposed to Yielding - I
already have one dog collar on me and more would be
Company - hahahaha
besides they need someone to
make an example of - A willing scapegoat or fall guy
is hard to find in these
days - The show must go on
people !!!! Show us your tickets at the door -
i am a Reiki Master i don't
eat at the Y i have the magic hands of the Gods i give
the lightning i give guaranteed orgasms On BOTH Ends -
nobody will teach me so this is how
I learn - Otherwise they want me to Beg Beg Beg for
sex like an animal - like one of my previous girlfriends
put me in a corner and on the spot and said those
words to me - Beg Beg Beg for Sex !!! - then
i knew - the same woman i went out with for years and
never screwed - she had to pop pills to even attempt to
do it and got chest pains when we got close -
so i laid my magic hands on her chest a couple of times
and the
pains would go away - yep yep - and that was how we
finally left things - we actually took a cruise together
but no romance at all the entire time so you know why
-
I even loaned her one of my credit cards at the time to
use and yes i wined and dined her at the time and she
ended up maxxing out the credit card to the tone of
several $$$$$ and she wouldn't even pay the
monthly payments on the credit card i gave her - she
want to give me a check - many times prior and
afterwards - someone i was basically taking care of her
- so yes, I cancelled the credit card without telling her
and paid it of myself and things were going down hill
from there since I stopped giving her money and wine
and dining her - it was over eventually
I explore reiki with my hands as well
as using it to stimulate instead of doing oral - Started
out as
research - I am a Reiki Master and I have lots of
research projects - even some that brought tears to my
eyes - yes I always wanted to believe and now i do -
i did find the human spirit - i did find the human spirit
and yes i do use my fingers to see how you feel down
there and make up for doing oral just like other guys
do.
but women have actually turned me away before they
saw how it felt. They pointed to the door and said to
me -
don't pick up anyone on the way home, and laughed at
me - yeah, i've been there before and that was just
barely first base - it was already over before it began
and i always went home early - another one bite the
dust -
no i wasn't really BLACK - like what they were used to
nor did i ever plan to be - I'm not from around here -
- yes I have a few health problems
and a older mature granny is the best that I can do -
i specifically have a speech problem or impediment
among other things and i've had it all thru life and
growing up and even now it has gone noticed by
medical professionals except for a few instances by
friends and relatives -
yes i had this even before and after I left the
Washington DC / Maryland area when i had my mental
and physical breakdown where everyone swore i
turned into a woman and that my voice actually
changed - it would have stayed that way if it were
actually true - turned out it was just a black guy
adjusting a horn to play a prank
so you see why I don't get along with black people at
all - and that black guy was famous and even today i
guess since people still mock me especially with
phone calls to see if my voice changed over the
phone and using three way also if I don't answer -
Anyway, i still look, act and speak normal most of the
time - despite my speech impediment which never
went away
i'm also impotent and there are many different types
of that condition as well for those of you not aware
and that too could go undetected -
many many more health problems, guess i'm pretty
loaded with them -
in my whole life I never knew what
luck or a 2nd chance was even if it hit me right in the
face, and yes I lived a very sheltered life -
and still considered to do so, so I
still keep doing the same darn thing and same
mistakes as you call them -
nothing else to do except what common
sense and logic tells me - as I observe in everyday
life - thats all I've ever known
from those who actually made it or
made it to the top - or are still alive at least -
A very very sheltered life indeed, as a kid I
remember raiding the local garbage dumpster
scavenging for electronics discarded by our
seemingly rich or well to do
neighborhoods - yes our toys came from there and
mine still come from almost the same place
today - discount places and
bargain basements - They said we were rich but we
actually grew up very poor or like the poor -
in the end i have to add, i was an abused child and
yes those memories are slowly coming back - i
remember having to step up to the plate hoping that
i would take the brunt of the punishment so my
other brothers and sister would get off easy -
sometimes i was actually the only one that would
get punished almost like someone had something
against me - i guess you know where i got my
speech problem after constantly being beaten to
an inch of my life.
i would always be wondering
when the abuse would end, all the way thru high
school i think its probably when it would come to an
end or just subside.
Guess now you can
understand why i don't talk after growing up with that
kind of life and my father constantly promising
to help me with my speech problem after being the
actual cause of it.
i speak only because i had to speak going thru
school as i was growing up and even then there was
always some type of hesitation as i stood up in class
facing everyone.
i did make it thru and almost no one had a clue
but some of my instructors wanted me to follow in
my father's footsteps but i would kindly grin and
said it wasn't for me.
his college education was mostly in psychology
and he used that to control his family so you could
almost imagine what he was like -
after high school i was ready to get as far away
from home as possible, even if it meant the other
side of the world.
yes, this was my "Coming to America" - yes it was..
and i guess those memories were buried for a reason.
so when i said we lived like we were poor, now you
can see exactly why - almost like prisoners of war -
i should have Turned long long time ago after living
thru something like that or not even supposed to be
alive today - many many times -
Almost 18+ years of living hell and then the
remainder of my adult life, and then a pretty lady
suddenly wants to have my child - ?
HELL - NO - !!! after all my pain and suffering - I'm
never going to take care of anyone else but myself -
Even a fool, trans gay, faggot, trans, queer, ugly, sissy,
unwanted, outcast, etc.
have learned their lesson quite well by then -
hope you can see why i'll be popping pills for the
rest of my remaining life just from the voices that i
used to hear if nothing else -
Yes i remember the incidents very well from my days
of dating when i was called every profanity under the
sun - when they exclaimed - you are looking for
what ??? - or the famous quote - You are Ugly -
yep - and are only offered Child Support instead - or
ended the standoff - mostly because I wasn't a Bull
for their BBC purpose -
yes, a lot of women did walk away from me during
those instances and i'm glad they did - story of my
life -
So when the moment comes and I get a No No
because my equipment doesn't qualify to be a Bull -
just inadequate - only good enough for Child Support
- that's my cue to walk away again -
No hard feelings - not my first rodeo - so I guess I'm
not good enough to handle any kind of woman at all
without having to pay
- point well taken - now everyone knows what
I can't handle and to stay far far away -
Now I don't have to worry about taking care of anyone
else but myself and spending my money on just me -
don't have to keep blowing money on someone else
and believing in fairy tales.
Such a joyous ending since I already figured that out
which I why I just kept walking away -
I just play my part and walk away, or the other
outcome where they look away, or look down or just
cough, telling me I'm just too ugly or gay, I get the
same
message after 40+ years, and I should have built a little
resistance by now, still playing the part and walking
away -
Don't know what I supposed to feel anymore but I still
recognize the same cue's from the females which
never changes so there's nothing new to learn -
I got the message loud and clear, it's just a show and I
just keep playing the same part, nothing hard about
that, and just waiting for my time to come like
everyone
else as long as it takes - No I don't believe in fairy
tales, why would I after having a life that's been
forever ruined with no hope whatsoever.
I know the difference between reality and dreaming,
and what's actually possible -
A peaceful and graceful end it will be, why would I
complain - I was actually enjoying it -
But then i get looks of disgust and disappointment,
isn't this what everyone wanted - for me to put on a
this same particular show
everytime - falling back on a sofa or chair mouth wide
open struggling, gagging, and choking on something
with someone on top of me forcing it down my throat
- while everyone applauds and claps !!!
- sorry but I
didn't get the joke - am I doing something wrong ? -
I'm just playing the part you asked me to play - maybe
when it's all over I might just actually understand - but
until then as the traveler would say - I'm just passing
thru - just passing thru - just passing thru
Believe me, nobody cares what you do behind closed
doors in the comfort of your own home - but paying
child
support payments for 18 years is a whole nother
story compared to the price of a simple "Rain Coat" !!!
Yes - Yes - You have to pay the magical "Child
Support" for 18 long - long - Years !!!!
That's why it's so magical and Women love it !!!!
They actually get "PAID" !!!! -
And if you don't pay - You can go straight to jail and
don't stop to collect $200 -
Until you can Pay Pay Pay !!!!
??? Capeesh ???
. The magic behind ""Child Support" -
No thanks, i'll pass and keep walking away -
- That's one magic trick i'll try never never never try
to perform -
Trust me I'm not afraid to wear a "Rain Coat" -
One of my Co-worker back in MARYLAND where i use
to work In the late 80's
pull me off to the side and gave me that piece of
advice and i knew exactly what he meant -
- He was a BLACK guy but Everyone would say
he had - JESUS - in his eyes -
??? if you know what that meant ???
- And yes, you could tell a part of him was
DIFFERENT -
For those of you who don't fully understand the
picture: Any man, whether "Straight", "Gay", "Bi", or
whatever orientation they are can
make a "BABY", but it doesn't make you any
"STRAIGHTER" than anybody
else, nor does it get you anymore respect than you
would normally have-
They just made a "BABY" and that's all it is to them,
other than the
fact that they will be taking care of that "BABY" for
the next 18 years
- one way or another...in the form of "CHILD-
SUPPORT".
So, before you get up to the "Altar" and say "I DO",
you better make
sure you aren't doing it because of any of the above
reasons - because
there's no reward down the road. If somebody saids
the "BABY IS YOURS" or "I LOVE YOU"
- verify it with a test. If you still want to say "I DO",
then consider
a "PRE-NUPTIAL WEDDING AGREEMENT" in case
you are "WRONG" -
There's no shame in accepting what and who you
know you are, rather
than what others would like you to think you
are -
- The bottom line secret is that a BABY is made out
of pure fear for a - G A Y - M A N - that's it - either
the male and/or female "finally" has an guaranteed orgasm out of
fear of death or something else or their partner
causing them bodily harm or something else and the
woman suddenly gets pregnant - or Virgin birth -
You know you never hear from that poor woman again
because now she has a label just like the rest of us
welcome home, welcome home, is someone loving
you ?
i've met a few of them and never knew why they kept a
low profile, small world indeed - i feel your pain - and
i don't mind if you need someone to share it with -
now you know who i am - am i not good enough for
you compared to person who did this to you ???
One of my WHITE bosses in the mid 90's told me the
same thing in so many words about a couple that he
knew - that the woman would finally get pregnant out
of just plain fear -
--- Psychology - MOTHER - NATURE - always finds a
way - Psychology ---
i have a male indian friend who asked me for a Screw
Driver once and i told him he could just buy one at
them store.
Anyway, many years later after he moved to another
house i rode with him in his car and right before we got
to his house - he Passed Gas in his car - and basically
went nuts.... he turned red and slammed down the
accelerator pedal in the car. we were at his house in
seconds...
.... usually when you do this, you say excuse me and
say roll down the windows and we would laugh about
it...
We got to his house and we were out of his car and in
his house. He walked to the bathroom and pointed
at the door hinting that I needed to use the
bathroom like he was commanding me or something
and just kept pointing at the bathroom door.
Sure, i went in and urinated and came right back
out and the guy was gone...
Months later he now works out of the basement and
keeps asking me to come over to fix something and
then his indian wife would call as well to get his home
camera system fixed...
After several visits i just quit going over since he just
likes cheating people and has robbed me of things
before by substituting the wrong electronic items for
me to take as payment which were basically worthless
or antique.
he was always Bragging about his wife ever since the
incident when he called me one day begging for a
Screwdriver before moving
from his old house - I guess he got caught in a sting
or scam and needed a way out but I wasn't it -
he was always teasing me because I liked Old Fat
White women and always trying to rub it in
he even took me out for ice cream not far down the
road a couple of times - then i never saw him again
Anyway, i knew he wasn't sleeping with his new so-
called wife and because nobody brags that much
since she actually appeared to be interested in me
and was desperately trying to make sure the guy would
remain friends with me since i was always calling him
out
i haven't seen the guy in months except taking me
out for pizza and disappearing for hours
i waited for him sitting in the pizza parlor with a crowd
of people. i went outside from time to time and
walked around thinking maybe he was somewhere on
his phone.
I finally just sat down and waited...and he eventually
showed up with no explanation and paid for the pizza
and we went back to his house where his wife, kids
and parents were. We ate pizza and then i drove
home.
Haven't seen that guy in many months and he is
Always asking me to come over and I always know he
and his family wants free computer work done as
usual which usually takes 4 or 5 hours....
just an example of someone who doesn't think you
know as well as his family.
American black women are famous for this type of
behavior by threatening men with Child Support.
it has been going on for as long as i've been living
and i've talked to some of them on the phone who
were cheating on their soon to be mates from out of
the country in this same matter by hiding their mail,
green cards, etc - in hopes of forcing them into child
support.
i listened as they were laughing about it on their end -
yes, this actually happened and it was eye opening -
so be careful who you date or associate with because
it could actually end up costing you - avoid these
types of women like the plague because after all these
years they still have not changed -
They appear to have a monopoly on this type of
behavior.... and yes i've dated a few of them and lived
to tell about it -
Even my first girlfriend, an older black woman with a
husband working out of town tried to pull the same
stunt back in 1989-90 or so
Never told me they were still together, and we
actually dated for several years - yep - first girlfriend
ever and first close call -
A little birdie told me after all these years, i never had
a clue - or reason to doubt her -
She left an identifying mark on me the whole time we
were together just like my last girlfriend (she was
even white) did also
as i found out when she bragged about it in front
of me at the rehab center where i visited her every
month - saying - i was never going to leave her or find
anyone else - and said i was cheating on her -
Been about 10 years or so since we've been apart at
that time just months ago - and nope - no one else -
and the nurses there would "TEASE" me about
visitation rights just like a prison - and laugh - yep..
mostly all black American women -
Her sister called a few weeks later and said she had
passed after being in a rehab center and that i should
come and see her $1500 urn that was supposedly
made of GOLD -
I started to go several times but just didn't feel right
since my health was not that good.
One time or maybe the last time her sister called, we
talked a little while and suddenly i heard my
presumed decease girlfriend in the background
yelling "DEVIL - DEVIL - DEVIL" - repeatedly -
and the sister started calling her name and yelling as
well - soon there was a click and the sister hung up
the phone - i was laughing myself - my presumed
dead girlfriend was alive and just got turned and was
taken by the devil - just months ago - lol - lol -
I should add that her and her recently deceased
brother had a really special relationship and this
sister as well but seemed the only one who
would occasionally say No and not get involved
leaving things between my girlfriend and her brother,
and yes they were very very close - involved -
Anyway, i gave her a online movie rental subscription
from Blockbuster video which i was paying for when
they were still in business and she loved it because of
several embarrassing situations at the video store
when i was with her so she didn't have to go back
there
later years up till current i gave her an IPTV setup and
streaming service setup with equipment and
everything for watching all the cable and movies her
and
her sister and her boyfriend wanted worth about
$1000 give or take which i was providing at my
expense and free subscriptions so
they didn't have to pay for cable - all they needed was
internet service -
when i broke up with her years later they were
begging for that streaming service setup back since i
turned it off from remote and you can imagine why
they wanted it back
Anyway when we first met -
Guess i just interrupted something and finally one
night after watching tv there and they turned out the
lights and i was showing myself out and my girlfriend
said no, this way, pointing to her room and i started
staying over for the first time , which is why i guess i
was there with them unknowingly for 20 years or so.
i knew there was some reason the brother would
keep staring at me and never left the house.
Before my girlfriend supposedly got sick both her and
her sister sat down in front of tv with me once and
discussed their sex lives in front of me since her sister
were was always interrupting us when we were in bed
together.. just opened the door without knocking and
looked right in... saying she wanted me to take her to
the store...
On occasion i did actually take her to the store and
she flipped up her dress at least once....and
wearing nothing much underneath and laughing of
course...
Anyway, my girlfriend had a big smile on her face as
i looked back and forth between the 2 of them and
the sister was angry and wanted to join in pretty much
since they shared their men - and my girlfriend
agreed and let her speak while we were in the room
together -
Nothing happened since my girlfriend got sick and
ended up in the hospital and rehab not too long
afterwards -
i then overheard that my girlfriend had finally given
the sister permission to be with me since I hadn't
made a move...and it only took a few phone calls to
figure it out since the sister finally started answering
the phone for my girlfriend -
Anyway, before all of this when she first moved there
after she got out of prison after going in for throwing
something at her sister's boyfriend in a fit of rage and
i gave her a ride to her new home where she would be
taking care of a disabled lady.
i drove up one day and she was making cake and
ice cream for the local taxi drive who was a black
fellow she told me about.
she was mesmerized by his endowment so she had
to get a taste and see what it was like.
They were actually involved for years since i lived
out of town from her and she failed to mention this
of course.
Probably still dating the same guy now so once
again i was just extra extra extra - she just needed
someone to use like always - i was never good
enough the whole time and i couldn't compete with a
Bull -
she was even sleeping with her sister's boyfriend -
the
same one that had put her in prison initially as i did
finally find out especially when she finally moved in
together in the same trailer park with them.
when I wasn't around he would take over and was
always full of laughs whenever I would come over.
I guess he was privy to the family secrets when i was
being totally left out and i discovered only years later
by other means. Yeah, total setup since I never really
had a girlfriend but was only sharing someone.
So who was actually cheating and who was true ?
Any, in addition to the Movie Subscriptions and $1000
IPTV Video Streaming Setup - i also purchased a New
Cellphone for her which wasn't activated since her
old phone was broken - I never knew her NEW Phone
number and just recently in Mid January or February
2025 her sister probably change her own phone
Number so I totally lost contact with them after all
these 10 to 14 years and didn't bother keeping in
touch since they were only interested in USING me -
So why keep in touch - They had no HEAT no AIR in
the
Trailer they lived in and while i quit going back there
there was a RODENT infestation and I could hear
screeching from a female roommate when something
ran into her room whenever i talked to the sister's
boyfriend from time to time on the phone
They had a BEDBUG and ROACH Infestation for the
longest time
since the older sister i was dating had gone into the
hospital and later into rehab so you could probably
figure out why she never wanted to come home -
And now coming Home to a RODENT Infestation
I only spent the night only Once that I could ever
remember because the Nephew asked me to once
and i endured constant itching from Bug Bites and
stayed only a few hours at that and left before a COLD
sunrise - so i only stayed there late during visits and
always ended coming home late - before i add an
addition to this one I should mention the light skin
black woman i dated for just a couple of weeks when
working for a Black telecom firm near there as an onsite
tech installing pbx's. Anyway this chick looked darn
good and had Show dog that she was trying to make
money from and I actually gave her a Computer also.
I remember buying school clothes for her two teenage
daughters at a local department store and how she
teased me where everyone could hear about what
kind of sex we were going to have and we weren't
even intimate yet - A couple of black women would
walk by smiling and giving her a pat on the back and
High Five. Days later after the shopping was over
and i took everyone home in the little beatup VW i
was driving at the time she said she would do the
deed and stood facing the front window with her
pants pulled down with her back to me and bending
over a little - not even completely naked - I
approached and what a surprise - What Was That
GOD Awful Smell - What Was That GOD Awful Smell -
- i kept approaching sort of holding my breathe and
leaned in to reach her front and stroked for a few
seconds with protection of course and i was done -
That was the extent of the intimacy - didn't even get
to put my hands on her - Fighting That GOD Awful
Smell -
Later on she repeatedly asked and begged for one
thing after another and I ignored her - even payment
for her furniture which she was RENTING - the
computer was all i gave her and school clothes for her
two teenage daughters - she wanted a rental car to
drive to work everyday - Nope - She tried to arrange a
Threesome with her other girlfriend and probably the
first time i had seen them or at least her completely
naked and cooking in the kitchen - but of course it
was a No Go - Someone or Something Didn't want
that moment to Happen and I couldn't perform of
course -
And she even told me to drive her friend home
afterwards which i did - local train station as she
requested - and she didn't look attractive at all to say
the least but low class of sorts - Ugly As Sin -
Later my girlfriend even tried to cause us to have an
accident once while driving somewhere - till finally
one day she stopped taking my calls saying she was
moving out of town - and that was that
I got the same treatment out of both women i dated
and worked with -Yep - the same kind of sex - but
during work they would walk right in front of me and
- Let One Out - Yep - That Same God Awful Smell -
Another i dated got a phone call just as i was putting
my clothes back on telling me someone was coming
and that i had to leave really soon - that he was
coming from quite a distance or other side of town -
and almost there and of course i left quickly -
While with the same Black Telecom Firm i was asked
to give assistance to a Black Owned Business and the
same treatment multiple times and on one occasion
i was even searched by a Black security person at a
nearby HOMEDEPOT In Lithonia - Georgia when going
to purchase
something being accused of stealing Checks from a
Tableful of Checks that the black businessman had in
this case - I was escorted to the front of the store and
led out with just an apology
- At other instances my
boss from the Black Telecom Firm was even present
and acted like nothing unusual was happening - That
Same God Awful Smell -
Mostly black women (i see one online on Professional
sites from time to time)
but one Hispanic i think when
i went to fix a Laser Printer issue at a Black Woman's
Business - A Hispanic chick greeted me at the door
after I finally found the office and turned and - Blew
one in my face practically - Another GOD Awful Smell
- but I followed her back to where her boss - the
black woman was and did my job - Onsite fixing
Computers and Equipment like the famous Geek-
Squad - maybe after leaving the Black Telecom Firm
and
going out on my own doing something different in
addition to that job - Now you can understand how i
feel about Black women especially and other women
as well -
Finally my last girlfriend - she had uncontrollably
bowel syndrome - and from my understanding it
occurs after BBC in Some People - I witnessed her
running to the
bathroom many times and sometimes she didn't
make it and would call the dog in to - Lick Up Her
Accident or Poop when i heard her calling the dog.
Another time we out shopping and then suddenly she
said she couldn't come into the store with me and i
understood - During that trip i had to purchase a New
Washing Machine For them at a Nearby HomeDepot
Store - since they were washing clothes in their
bathtub and hanging them out to dry in their trailer or
mobile home -
Not to mention the New Window Air Conditioning
Units i also purchased for them otherwise they
couldn't stay in their trailer when it got HOT...
Finally, she demanded a Rocking Chair - she had to
have one and i finally got one delivered and setup
Yep she made a mess in my SUV i had been driving
and i had to clean it up and her nephew just laughed
uncontrollably when we got to her place -
She told me about an experience with BBC once with
another black guy and how they made a mess but
only offered it to me ONCE - Only to Lick and Wipe
her Poop and Bottom Only and I refused telling her
she had to clean herself up - Her sister and
boyfriend were in the same room but different trailer
at that time and i'm sure they watched us perform
many times before and probably that incident as well
Finally an occasion came up when BBC was available
and she DENIED me - So obviously she was giving it to
someone else since only wanted me to - Lick It Up -
after saying how much she LOVED It - and I didn't say
anything or question her or Never mentioned that i
knew how to give BBC after the First Insult - So there
you have it -
And even an Occasion where discussion
of STD's came up and i told her - I Aways Get TESTED
but she never mentioned how her tests came out after
even taking her to a couple of her doctor visits and
Protection Was Mandatory - with Every Girlfriend in the
beginning and usage may have lasted longer than the
actual relationship and dates in some or most cases -
Yes the subject came up with Other Ex-Girlfriends as
Well and ended as soon as it started in most cases
since it has been a CRIME for many years now to
knowingly INFECT someone as seen on the TV News
I should also add that my last Ex had a 4 to 6 hour roll
in
the hay with a black taxi cab driver in the back seat of
his cab
when we were together at the time. She did mention
the guy to me once when i went to visit her. He
stopped by once when i was there and she took
him some cake and ice cream when I standing right
in front of her - i could only get a peanut butter and
jelly sandwich from her once when i came over to visit
- and she chose that guy because he was a BULL and
her Eyes were light up when he was mentioned- and i
was just a regular guy - So i eventually had to let her
go - There were many motel visits between the two
after the Back Seat of his Taxi Cab since he lived out
of a local motel from what I understood and i lived out
of town and i wouldn't have known or was supposed to
know anyway - she had the famous I-LOVE-U curse
and the guy had used it on her for 4 to 6 hours so
obviously she was quite a catch since she had been
continuously teasing the guy especially with cake and
ice cream on and on from what i understood - so she
deserved what she got and obviously enjoyed it and
she never mentioned the incident or hotel visits to me.
I have actually met several other women with that
- I-LOVE-U curse and of course i was No BULL and
couldn't satisfy and i Surely didn't want Child Support
So of course I kept walking away - Like the Clint
Eastwood Movie - A Man's Got to know his Limitations
- A Man's Got to know his Limitations - Common
Sense and You Get to Live Another Day - Very Simple
There are other stories there which is why I eventually
left but im not saying anything else -
i had other prior relationships where both sisters
or mothers and daughters propositioned me so this
wasn't the first time or my first rodeo -
Especially a different one that kept asking me, If it
Was COLD ? - on 2 different Occasions repeatedly
asking me IS IT COLD ? and Yes we
-
were alone and this was my Ex-girlfriend's Sister and
very married (live in boyfriend) with a kid and
grandchild and the sister wasn't even around -
especially after the cruise
ship and trip to the Bahamas incident as well as
making me - Beg Beg Beg for Sex - when she couldn't
even perform herself without getting chest pains and
popping pills as well as Maxxing out my credit cards
after i paid all the Deposits for her Cozy Cabin in the
North Georgia Mountains -
This Ex-girlfriend's sister even had a living boyfriend
who couldn't hold a job - whom she was taking care of
- who wouldn't move out - who also had a daughter by
her - who all lived together - the niece of that / my
girlfriend whom they were trying to get child support
for since she was so neive about everything especially
after being so young already having a child - and
every man wanted to be with her -
My then girlfriend even made an excuse for me to go
and work on that sister's boyfriend's computer
hoping i might start paying for their daughter's child
support if nobody witnessed me doing so but got
angry when they had to pay me for my computer
services -
i had started working on one of her then
brother's computer routinely initially was probably
how she got the idea that the - Trick - might actually
work - but that brother and another also had passed
along with the mother whom she was living with also
passed -
Finally the niece herself sat down with me
at a local pizza establishment - maybe ShowBizz -
and i just sat there and wouldn't talk to her or
anything - not like i needed to - and my girlfriend and
the niece's son were nearby playing on swings they
had there - so after some silence the niece angrily
jumped up and left the table leaving me there maybe
expecting me to chase her or something since we
were alone there - but i stayed put - and that was that
- Yes, the niece was pretty young and hot and one of
of her ex's was always coming over trying to get her
in bed again (not paying her any child support for her
son which was his) and probably why my girlfriend's
sister boyfriend's who was the niece's father was
always
angry and cursing whenever the ex-boyfriend came
around - he probably wasn't paying his own child
support for his daughter - that neice either - probably
had no place to go - that's what child support does
to you - Breaks You - That loving must have been -
Pretty Good - For both him and his daughter's ex
boyfriend for them to come back for more Pain -
hahahahah. hahahah. hahahaha.
Of course different mother's and daughter's as well
,that's all i'll say -
Also had an older black woman who was one of my
computer clients who had an older adult son who
was sick and live out of town. She would tease me
all the time when i was there fixing her computers
while she would swing her hips back and forth and
giggling at me but of course i just did my job.
One day and maybe another time she had me to
pump her clogged toilet stool and even asked if it
was fixed when i was done and paid me $100 for my
time.
After that or maybe before I would give her a ride to
various places in my car and suddenly she just
wanted me to go by myself and she didn't want to
come anymore - i would notice at times she was
always getting other people to do things for her and
sometimes when i was there her help or guest would
say to me - you're here too and I didn't get it.
She called me several months later and i guess she
wanted some other things done since i did fix her
tv's, cable hookup, phones, stuff around her house
and probably the toilet again since the septic tank
people said she needed a lot of work done because
she had an old house and she dropped her phone in
excitement in guess, in addition to working on her
computers where she paid a flat rate no matter how
much work i did or what her expenses
were so i ended up doing a lot of her work for free
and actually paying out of my own pocket because
she would always argue with my price since she
knew my father as a professor where i grew up in the
country basically and probably working on or fixing
our own house and own things but that time i finally
said NO and i never saw her again -
Not the first time
Finally, I Met A Couple Of White Women On A
Dating Line - Lava - Or - TeleComp - Who Lived In
The Rome, Georgia Area
But One in Particular Was Only Looking
For A REAL Black Man To My Disappointment And I
Was Not It And She Sent Me Packing - Not Offering
Me Anything For The Road Since Nothing Happened
At All - It Took A While To Find her Place As She
Directed Me On The Phone But I Finally Made It
There - A Small Decent Place With Maybe A Room,
Kitchen And Bath - I Remember Her Running Water In
Her
Bathroom - A Tall Older Average or Slim White
woman
With Rings Around Her Eyes - About My Height But
Looked Like She Had Seen Better Days - POOR - And
Sending Her Daughter Away So We Could Have Some
Fun Supposedly - The Moment Came With Her Bath
Water Running And I Remember Their Talk About
Work - Assembling Line Plant Of Some Sort - And Not
Having - GAS MONEY - To Make It Back And
Forth - I Just Listened Anyway - Finally The Daughter
Left And The Woman Had A Big Smile On Her Face
But
I Disappointed Her Because She Expected Me To - Eat
At The Y - But I Was Only Used To Using My Fingers -
The
Smile Was Replaced With An Angry Look and She Sent
Me Packing Basically - Shouting After Me - Not To
Pick
Up Anyone On the Way Home Since I Was Going
Home Empty Handed - I Enjoyed The RIDE Since I
Was
Driving My 300ZX Then And Living At My Current
Location and It Was Maybe 2015 Or
Something Give Or Take - No I Didn't Mind Leaving
Early And Leaving Empty Handed -
Always Walking Away And Leaving Empty Handed As
You See
The Second Woman Was About The Same But A
Midget Living In An old House Sitting On The Porch
With A Couple Of People - I Was Also Driving My
300ZX then And Living At My Current Location - And
One Of The Women Sitting On The
Porch Wanted A Ride To The Store - The Other
Woman's Car Was Supposedly In The Shop But Being
A Midget It
Didn't Look Like She Could See Above The Steering
Wheel - Also POOR People I Suspected And I Took
The
Other Woman To The Store But She Wanted Me To Go
In And Buy What She Needed (Probably Didn't Want
To Be Seen I Thought And We Just Passed A Police On
A Traffic Stop Down The Road) And I Went In The
Store
And Returned And She Started A Conversation About
Something Inside of My Car For A Few Minutes And It
Finally Ended There Since I Didn't Ask Her Anything -
No Interest - As We Drove Back To The House
- Soon Afterwards The Woman I Actually Came To See
Went And Sat By Another Man And Started Talking
About People In The
Local Jail And How They Managed To Get Out While i
Just Sat There on The Porch And Listened - And A
Little Kid Was Playing With A Puppy In The Front Yard I
Remember And They Whispered About Taking The
Boy And Puppy Home And The Woman In Question
Hushed Them Up -
After A Few Hours It Started Getting Dark And I Bid
Them All Farewell And Headed Home For A Several
Hours Drive - I Made It Home And That Particular
Woman Actually Called Me Back - Don't Remember
When - Asking Me What I
Thought Was A Dumb Question Almost Like In Anger -
Why The Heck Did You leave ? - I Don't Remember
How I Answered But That Was Where Things Ended
And We Never Talked Again And I Never Went Back
There Was The Short White Female From The UK
With An Accent That Lived In Chattanooga, Tennessee
Who I Dated As Well
And It Felt Like It Lasted Forever Since It Lasted
Several Months And Maybe Even A Year - I Actually
Brought Her Home - We Met Both Of Our Parents And
The Who Nine Yards - Etc But A No Go In The End
I Did Meet This Strange White Female On -
CRAIGSLIST PERSONALS - During My Early Days At
SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE UNIVERSITY
-1990 Or So - Give Or Take A Few Years - At
The Famous BookStore In PeachTree
Battles At Pharr Road n Buckhead In Atlanta, Georgia
- She Was Short And Posed For Me Outside The
Bookstore While Asking Me How I Liked Her - I Said
She Looked Good Of Course And She Eventually
Invited Me Over And To Spend The Night - I Met Her
Daughter There Who Had Her Boyfriend Over Also At
The
Same Time - Eventually We All Went To Bed And Her
Daughter-s Pet Mouse Got Loose In The Mother-s
Room And The Woman said it Was Only Her
Daughter-s Pet Mouse And I Only Remember Laying
In Each Other-s Arms And Going To Sleep - During
Early Morning I
Remember Waking Up With The - MORNING WOOD -
With The White Female Almost On Top Of Me -
Closest We Ever Got - And I Told Her That I Had To
Go
To The Bathroom And She Kept Objecting Till I Finally
Went - I Came Back To Her Bed Thinking I Was
Getting Lucky But Instead Got a Cold Shoulder -
She Didn't Want Anything To Do With Me - Wouldn't
Touch Me And Was Already Getting Dressed For Work
- As I Was Leaving She Asked Me To Take Her To
Work And I Refused Because I Only Had Enough
Money In My Pocket To Get Me Home To My College
Campus In Marietta -
The Only Thing I Do Remember Is Her Comment That
I
Wasn't Mature Enough For Her Since I Was In School
And She Already
Had A Black Guy From The HOOD She Was Seeing
And Talked About Him All The Time As Her Regular -
The One Thing That Stood Out Is That I Went To My
Bank After I Got Home And The People There Treated
My Like A Business Person Almost Like The Knew Me
And Pretty White Women Working There Greeted Me
And White Women Leaving Smiled At Me And I
Noticed
A Plain Clothes Guard In A Suit At The Door When I
Noticed
Someone And Looked Around - That Experience
Passed And I Never Gave It Any Further Thought
When I Left Headed Back To Campus Down The Road
The White Woman You See In The Picture Happened
To Be Someone's Leftover And All I Could Afford At
The Time - Driving My 300ZX And Living At My
Current Location - Met On A Phone Dating Line -
I Did The Best That I Could Like
Before And Eventually Had To Let Her Go Also - But
She Actually Left Me - And Hardly Even Remember
Any Intimacy But Only Kindness - Whatever She
Needed I Was Uable To Give And That Was That -
She Claimed To Have An Inverted Vag*** If You Under-
Stand What That Means - Nothing But Pain During
Intercourse Since The Sex Organ Is Inverted All The
Way Thru So She Compensated Me Only With Oral Sex
Surprisingly I Never Really Felt Anything - Almost Like
ZERO Sensation Otherwise I Think I Really Really
Would
Have Remembered How Good It Was Really Supposed
To Feel !! - She Obviously Gave Something Elsewhere -
Not My First Rodeo By A Long Shot - But I Kept Quiet
The Whole Time We Were Together Whenever She
Decided To Give It - The Only Kiss or Peck Was Caught
On The Camera Picture - No Cuddling, Hugging Or
Signs Of Affection Or Anything -
When We Went Out To Eat Or The Movies Her Clothing
Looked SEE-THRU - Couldn't Help But Take A Peek -
And I
Guess I Felt Special Since She Got STARES !! - And We
Finally Cuddled During The Movie - No Closer Ever !!
- So I Basically Only Got Someone To Talk To And Take
Me Out And I Noticed She Was Always
Grabbing Her Mid Section So I Don't Know If She Was
SomeWhat Operational And Giving It To Someone Else
Which Would Explain Her Pain Since She Ask Me About
Insurance Availability And Having Some Sort Of
Surgery As Well As Miscarriages She Supposedly Had
Dealing With Other People Locally In The Area - She
Spoke Of A Neighbor At The BusStop
Who Would Give Her Money So I'm Guessing They May
Have Had Some Sort Of Arrangement - I Gave Her
Few Dollars A Couple Of Times When She Said She
Needed Money And She Almost
Screamed At Me Like There Were Cameras There Or
Something And Started Quoting The Bible - She Was
Supposed To Be Religious - I Only Met Her Supposed
Daughter When I Drove Her To A Trailer Park In
Alabama Where She Lived With Her Boyfriend's
Parents - Her Supposed Parents Or
Elderly Close Family Lived Nearby And Were Paying
Her Rent Every Month But She Never Introduced Me So
I Only Observed Them At A Distance Until She
Mentioned It Was Okay For Me To Come Inside The
Extended Stay Hotel Or Building Where She Was
Staying - The Only Thing She Ever Wanted Was A
Place To Stay And Would Always Ask Me If She Could
Move In - I Was Living With Someone And Couldn't
Allow Her To Move In - Now You Understand Why She
Was Someone Elses Leftover - She Couldn't Screw -
But Looked Darn Good To The Eyes - I Surely Would've
Remembered That - I Never Brought Her Home Either
Why Would I ? - She Stopped Messaging Me A While
Back Especially When I Didn't Remember Who She
She Tried To Remind Me Angrily That We Actually - DID
- It Together And Then The Few Details And It Slowly
Came Back Especially After Her Angry Accusation
And Then Communication Abruptly Ended After No
Replies To My Messaging - She Always Seemed To Be
Angry On And Off So I Could Only Wonder What
Intimacy Would Have Been Like If You Touched Her -
So Yes I Was Careful To Keep My Hands To Myself
So Beware Of What You Are Getting Into -
She Wined and Dined Me Most Of The Time - And
Ran The Whole Show - Just To Show Me What Was
Possible - A Nice Birthday Present -
MOTO - If You Are Seeking Money And Pleasure Go
Back To The Person You Gave Your BODY To Because
I Wasn't This One You Gave Your Body To -
- Possibilities of The Human Spirit -
Not My First Rodeo At All Especially While Living In Maryland With My Uncle And Getting Pulled Over By The
County Police In My Apartment Parking Lot For Having Out Of State Tags And Having To Go Court On The Ticket Or
Citation - I Remember Standing
Before A Seemingly All White Court And The Black Policeman Who Stopped Me Asked to Come Up And Speak -
He Could Barely Speak Good English And Everyone Knew he Was From The - HOOD - or Worst -
It finally came my turn to speak and The People in Charge Kept Interrupting And Jeering Saying - Yeah Yeah Sure Sure
- When The Police Officer Spoke He Wasn't Interrupted At All - I Finally Had To Pay A Fine And Met Some Sort of
Probation Requirement To Avoid Paying A Full Fine Which Never
Happened And They Never Gave Me My Tags So I Couldn't Drive My Car Anymore But Had To Walk To Work Everyday And
Sometimes Ride The Bus When I Could Afford The Fare -
So I was Moked in Maryland And People Would Always Try
To Interrupt Me When I Spoke Especially In Marietta, Georgia Where I Ended Up Moving To To Attend - Southern
Polytechnic State University - After Later Returning To Georgia - When I lived In Student Apartments Off Campus -
Constantly Moked in Marietta, Georgia Where I Was Still Walking Between Having And Losing Vehicles - No matter
Where I Went it Seemed like Even In School As Well - Before And
After The GEORGIA BUREAU INVESTIGATION
Nope - Wasn't My First Rodeo At All - And Yes - I Took The Crap Everyone Dished Out - Even Today - And Never Said A
Word - Just Take The Crap And Walk Away -
Maybe This One Takes The Cake - A Young Black
Woman
Who Thought She Was So Darn Smart And God's
Gift To Man - UGLY AS SIN - Who Said She Lived In
Florida And Came From A Rich Family Yet She Was
Living Dirt Poor In Atlanta
Georgia Area - Maybe Going To School - Supposedly
Knew A Rich Guy With A
Plane And Drove Exotic Cars Around The Police In
Florida - She Supposedly Claimed She Had Two Dead
Unborn BABIES In The Womb And That I Had To Pay
Her CHILD SUPPORT For Those Two Dead BABIES
And Kept
Sending Me Faxes On Those Two Dead BABIES
Going
To The Doctor And Maybe SONOGRAMS Or
Something
Years Later Thinking It Would Make Me Pay - She
Tried To
Make Me - EAT AT THE Y For The Very First Time -
And
Claiming She Ate - MALE SALAD And MALE SEED - But
I Wasn't Interested
And I Never Caught On - She Claimed She Knew
Everything There Was To Know About SEX And She
Was IRISH - I Remember Celebrating VALENTINES
DAY With Her Here And My Roommate's At The Time
Thought I Was Crazy - She Did Mention How Much
She Hate My Roommate's - They Wouldn't Be
Caught Dead With That Kind Of Woman -
And I Might Add That Later One Of My Roommates At
The
Time Sent Me To A - CARIBBEAN GAY CLUB - Saying
That Was Where He Met His Then HOT Black Older
Foreign Girlfriend And I Remember Driving A Flashy
Nissan
200Sx At That Time Just For The Memory - They
Ended
Up Locking The FRONT DOOR Or MAIN ENTRANCE
At The Club And I
Had To Leave Thru The REAR ENTRANCE And Drove
Off In My
Vehicle - That's How I Knew My Roommates Hated
Me Especially That Particular Roommate Who Was
Also A Nigerian But Anyway My Girlfriend Was
Running The
Show And I Never Really Had A Girlfriend Before And
Didn't Know What To Expect Or What It Was Like -
Finally She Disappeared And Claimed To Move Back
To Florida Where We Kept In Touch On The Phone -
When The Dead Babies Thing Arose - And She
Claimed To Show How True She Was Too Me By
Staying Home From The Club There While Her Family
And Friends Partied - I Remember Duplicating XXX
Video Tapes Here For Her Because She Said They
Were Worth Big Money Since She Claimed She
Needed
Money And I Was Just A Poor College Student Here
At - SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE UNIVERSITY
- living At A
Student Off-Campus Apartment With A Vehicle - She
Claimed She Had A Vehicle And Would Wake Up Every
Morning To Eat At - MCDONALD's - Near Here Where
She
Was Living In The HOOD - And Later She Tried To
Raise Her Voice On Those Phone Calls Trying To
Threaten Me To Do What She Wanted But I Never Did
Anything She Wanted - She Claimed To Work At The
Local - MCDONALD's There - And While Driving A -
- MERCEDES - To Work - May have Actually Spent One
Night At her Studio Apartment Where We Were
Interrupted One Morning By Someone Who She Said
Was Her Uncle But She Hid Me Away From View And I
Thought She May Have Been Selling DRUGS But She
Did Spend At Least One Night With Me At My Student
Off-Campus Apartment Before I Ended Up Moving
Into My First Section-8 Apartment - She Was Long
Gone By then - I Remember During The Last Time We
Conversed On The Phone After She Moved That I
Sent her
A Birthday Card With - GOODBYE - Written On It On
The Inside And That Was How I Ended It But Of Course
She Would Still Hound Me With Faxes Of Dead Babies
She Claimed She Named After Me - Etc - Some People
Just Don't Know When To Quit - Of Course I Had
Never Heard Of Anyone Paying CHILD SUPPORT For
Dead
Unborn Babies When She Kept Demanding Money
Over The Phone - I'm Sure Everyone Knew How
CHILD SUPPORT Worked After Hanging Around Local
Project Women Or Women From The HOOD But She
Didn't
Seem To Have A Clue And Even Slipped And Said
Once That She Was Just Joking And Laughed At Me
Over The Phone - Anyway And I Would laugh At All
The Other Stories She Would Tell Especially The Ones
About Psychics And What They Supposedly Told Her
And Told Me That It Had To Be - TRUE -
- She Wanted So Hard For Me To Believe Her - She
Was One For The History Books -
There Was The White Hottie I Worked For For A While
Who Took Me Into Her Bathroom While It Was Being
Remodeled And Pointed To A Glaring Light In The
Ceiling While Constantly Laughing But I Guess I Didn't
Get The Joke And Exited The Bathroom With Her -
I Wouldn't Mention Anymore On Her Out Of Respect
But I Did Walk Away From Her Job Eventually After She
Accused Me Of Something I Didn't Do As Well As Other
Instances As Well Which All Added Up -
Least but Not Last The Young Hot Korean Beauty
Who Approached Me At A KOREAN RESTAURANT
SPORTS BAR Where I Was Doing POS Equipment
Work And She Asked For My Assistance Briefly - She
Asked A Couple Of Questions At The - FRONT
ENTRANCE - And We Later Sat down At A Table With
Everyone Seated Around As She Stated Her Business
- There Was A Black Guy In The Back Constantly
Whistling At This Lady But She Continued On And
Suddenly All Was Quiet Between Us and I Guess She
Must Have Gotten Angry Because I Only Stuck To
The Job And Never Made A Pass At Her - She Then
Stood
Up In Front Of Everyone And Literally - Called Me Out
- Saying Out Loud That The - BACK DOOR WAS
LOCKED -
- And Got Angrier And Angrier And The
Black
Guy Kept Whistling At Her And All Of A Sudden She
Turn RED And Turned Her Head - And Then Walked
Away Toward The Main Entrance - I Sat For A Bit And
Figured She Was Done While People Were Still
Seated
Around And I Gathered My Tools And Things And
Headed For The Main Entrance Where The Hot
Young
Korean Beauty Proceed To Block My Way And Said
She Had A Question About Something Which She
Showed
Me And I Looked At And Commented On Saying That
I Had No Knowledge But Knew i Could Have Figured
Out But Not For HER And Then I Continued To
Proceed
To Leave Thru The - FRONT ENTRANCE - And She
Didn't Try To Stop Me Again
- A Man's Got To Know His Limitation's - And I knew
That Woman - As Hot As She Looked With A Guy
Whistling At Her - Was Out Of My League And I Kindly
Walked Away - Yep Just Walked Away - And Drove Off
In The Vehicle I Have Now - She Would End Up In
Another Man's Bed and I Would Be The SUCKER
Paying
Her CHILD SUPPORT Payments - Nothings Changed -
Same Story Different Woman -
If Someone Was Meant To Be Yours They Will Aways
Be Waiting For You - Thru Thick And Thin - Not End Up
In Someone Else's Arms And Bed - In The Beginning
And Afterwards -
Just Do The Job You Are Paid To Do - Not Someone
Else's
I remember the Relationship or Date that could have been with a Black Female That I Talked to on a Phone Dating Line
Who Told Me That She Only Had One Request And That She Would - ACTUALLY - Go Out With Me And Date Me but we
never met in person Or At all - All I Had To Do Was Pay For Her To Get Her Hair Done And Go To
The Salon - I Wondered To this day what I Was Going To get in Return Since I Didn't Even Ask Yet Especially Since I later
dated a Short White Female From
The UK who Lived in Chattanooga , Tennessee Who Spoke with An Accent Who Just Wanted me to take care of her
Since I had to Pay for Her To Get Her Hair Done Once Among Other Things for a Whoping Price of Several Hundred
Dollars And of course I broke up with her (Since I Already Bought Her A New iPhone, New Hp Laptop, Apple Tv Video
Movie Streaming Box, Over $1500 Down for a Room Where She Decided Not To Stay But Kept My Money Anyway,
Roadtrips Everytime I Came Up To See Her As Well As Hotel Stays Included - Yep I Spoiled Her - I Remember Her First
Comment To Me After Talking For A While - I like You Because You Never Put Your Hands on Me - And Yes I Was
Caught Of Guard Because I Really Never Touched Her At All And Finally The Next Question After A Couple Of More Visits
When She Looked Up At Me - Are We Going To Have Sex ? -
Probably Because We Had Spent Our First Night Together
And She Rolled Around In The Bed Frustrated Because I Wouldn't Touch Her - She Had To Ask ? - She Had Driven Us
To A Parking Lot Where A Black Guy And White Woman Were
Talking And Then The Guy Started Putting His Hands On The
White Female And She kept Pushing The Guy Away Teasing Him And This Went On For A While Till They Both Left
Separately So Someone Was Trying To Say Something And I Just Watch So Obviously They Knew They Weren't Alone -
Didn't Mean Anything To Me And I Drove Her Back Home which Was Just Down The Street - That Was The First Or
Second Date And She Hadn't Allowed Me To Come With Her Or Meet Her Parents Yet Till Many Dates After The First Hotel
Stay - Hardly Remember Making Out At All Till This Day So Obviously She Wasn't Impressive At All Except Maybe The
First Or Second Time When She Got Adventurous And Tried Something Different - That's All I Remember And Sometimes
We Did Nothing But Roll Over And Go To Sleep - She Just Wanted Company Since She Eventually Started Dating Black
Guys For BBC Which She Never Asked Me For And That
Ended The Stalemate - I Guess She Just Couldn't Talk to Me
But She Was Always Asking For Me To Buy Her Something -
She Eventually Came Back To Me Asking For Money Since
The Black Guys Probably Told Her To - And I Told Her To Go Ask The Guys She - GAVE HER BUTT TO - Since She Would
Come Back Telling Me How Good It Felt - And That Ended Things - She Claimed She Made Portrait Photos With A Black
Guy In Marietta, Georgia But Lost His Information And Asked Me if I Had It - And Even Lost Hundreds Of Dollars At A Club
in Atlanta, Georgia When She Just Tossed It All Up In The Air From My Understanding And Then She Started Asking Me to Keep
Money For Her But I Never Did - Of Course I Wasn't With Her And We Were Already Separated - I Wouldn't Be
Responsible For Her So She Could PLAY -
She Was Intrigue With LGTBQ lifestyle And Swingers And Porn And I Even Had To Meet Her, Her Sister and Boyfriend At A GAY Club In
Chattanooga, Tennessee - The Establishment Asked For My Identication And I Walked Around The Front And Waited For
Them To Arrive - Met Her Sister For The First Time (Claimed She Was Moving To Atlanta, Georgia To Work Soon) - Drunk
Already Of Course - We Talked For A Few Minutes And Then
We All Departed - She Usually Frequented An LGTBQ Club Near Where She Lived Where I Dropped Her Off Many Times
While I Stayed At A Nearby Hotel Waiting To Pick Her Up Or For Her To Call And Of Course She Was Drunk As A Skunk
When I Picked Her Up And Crashed At The Hotel - I Remember Roadtrips To Dolly Parton's - DOLLY WORLD -
And Other Attractions In The Area - Upside Down Ship Amusement- Etc - Forgot The Name Of The Area - Maybe
SERIVILLE - Made Several Roadtrips There And Stayed At Several Different Hotels - And Of Course The Famous
INDIAN RESERVATION CASINO Up In The North Carolina Mountains Where She loved To Go And Gamble - My Ears
Closed Up Driving Up That Altitude But She Was Used To It And It Was Drive Upward Around A Winding Mountain Till We
Got To The Top From SERIVILLE - The Food
Was Good At The Casino But Almost No Housing Around But We Managed To Get A Room Somewhere Each Time - I Brought
Her Home To Georgia To Visit My Family Eventually Where She Preferred Staying At A Hotel As Usual And I Took Her To -
SIX FLAGS OVER GEORGIA - Where she Road All The Rides -
And Other Places - She Liked To Hangout - Anyway She Claimed She Was Pregnant Once But Wanted to be The One To
Choose The FATHER but was Told By Defacs That It Wasn't Her Choice And She Stopped Calling And Vanished - I Saw
One Of Her Pictures Once On Swingers Site And Her Location Was NORTH CAROLINA At The Time - I Remember Her
Friends At The LGTBQ Club Asking Me Many Times If They Could Date Her When I Wasn't Around Since I Lived Several
hundred Mikes Away In Georgia - She Used To Show Me Pictures Of A White Baby Who Only live A MONTH Under
Someone Elses Care Because The Baby Was Taken Away From Her At The Hospital - The Pictures Also Stopped Coming
- She Ended Up Talking About Me Sending Her MONEY For the BABY's COLLEGE FUND But Of Course I Never Sent
Anything - Before That She Rented A House Down From Her Parents And Would Ask For MONEY For RENT - UTILITIES -
Etc - Saying That She Was Living In The Dark - Soon She Moved Back With Her Parents When I Wouldn't Pay - Then
Her Parents Went On Vacation And She Wanted To Come Stay With Me Because Her Sister Would KILL her And I Drove
To Get Her Briefly And Finally Brought Her Back 2 Weeks Later - I Remember She Kept Avoiding Going Back Home -
Afterwards Her Father Got Sick From Diabetes's (Both Parents Were Retired Paramedics With 3 or 4 Pet German
Shepherd Dogs) And The Family Was In The Hospital And She kept Asking Me To Send Her
Money Via WESTERN UNION Where I Reluctantly Sent Money Twice - And Then No More Because
It Seemed Like She Was Telling Tall Tales Especially When I Asked Her About STD TESTS (Had An Answer For Everything) And i Started Blocking Her Calls - Around 2015 Give or Take I'm Guessing
Give or Take Since We Broke Up Twice - (i Had An On Off Relationship With My Last Girlfriend Then And She Was In Prison For 3 To 5 Years I Think -
For Assaulting Her Sister's Boyfriend - And I Remember The Day I Picked Her Up In My 300Zx And Drove Her To
Barnesville, Georgia To Stay With a Friend - Moving From Old Place In Symrna -,Austell, Georgia)
- Anyway When I Was With The UK Chick She Visited Every PawnShop In Her Area And Pawned Everything And
Borrowed Money From PawnShops GIVING them My Phone Number And I Would Get Calls Constantly From The Stores
Trying To Find Her And They Eventually Put Out A WARRANT For Her Arrest - I Got A Ring Out Of Pawn For Her
Once To See What Would Happen And She Just Looked At Me And Said - You Do Care About Me With A Big Smile On
Her Face - Thats Was All - She Told Me She Was Getting A
Small Disability Or SSI Check As Long As She Didn't Mess Something Up - When I brought Her Home To
Georgia We Used To Hang Out At - SWINGERS CLUBS - Till We Separated When She Got into - PROSTITUTION STING - With A
Black Guy From One Of The SWINGERS CLUBS - And Her Parents Had To Come All The Way From Chattanooga, Tennessee To
Get Her - Not The First Time She Had To Be RESCUED - I Was Long Gone And Was Already Blocking Her Calls At The
Time - But her Mother Would Keep Calling Saying She Wanted To Talk To Me And I Eventually Blocked Her As Well -
I Guess Everyone knew I Was Probably Her Only Straight Boyfriend Ever After Meeting Her Parents And invitations To
Dinner Which I Accepted - I OverHeard Some Of Her Phone Calls From Other Guys Telling Them If They Come To
Chattanooga, Tennessee To RENT A HOTEL ROOM - And Pick Her Up And - THEY CAN PARTY - As Well As POPPING
PILLS - I Actually Webt With Her On A BUY - I Was Actually Afraid She Would OD on Me Which Is Really Why I Broke Up With Her -
Also The White Female From Overseas Who Wanted To Come Over And Visit Me And Who knows What Else - We
Met And Chatted Only On The Internet On Yahoo Messenger Instant Messenger While It was Still Popular And She Said
She Was Small And Short And Spoke Constantly of The - MAGIC PHONE - That She Wanted To Buy for Herself One Day
Which Was Really - An - APPLE - iPHONE - which i later Bought For Myself And i Also Call it The - MAGIC PHONE - After The
Type of life I lived I couldn't really entertain Guest and Never Real Brought Anyone over And Didn't Want To Embarrass
Them In Public So I Spared Her Telling Her that The - Secret Police - Were Also On My Case Here And That Sort Of
Scared her But They Were Really The Law Enforcement People From My GEORGIA BUREAU INVESTIGATION And
Maybe The Guy Who Claimed To Be A Special Agent Of The Federal Bureau Of Investigation - I never Had Anyone Over
For Quite A While Except Maybe 2 or 3 People But Only One Ever Actually Stayed Overnight - Except Recently Early 2025
When I let An Older Black Female School Teacher Stay Over To return the Favor of only meeting her briefly twice -
If I had A Good life I might have actually Allowed That White Female To Travel Overseas And Visit Me Because I Actually
Took Her Advice And Got A - MAGIC PHONE - For Myself -
She did send me a picture Once And She Was A Really Small
Person In That Picture -
I Do Remember Finally Becoming a Reiki Master And Taking A Tai Chi Class At Kennesaw State University , Kennesaw,
Georgia And Meeting My First Partner - A Dark Hair White Female Who Wasn't Quite My Height Who Kept Saying She
Wanted To Fight Me And I Kept Backing Away Saying That I Wouldn't Fight Her And She Finally Chose A Different Partner
And I Ended Up Practicing Alone - I Thought The Female Had Mistaken The Tai Chi Class For a Self Defense Class And
I Think I Might Have Been Taking A Karate Class At - Southern Polytechnic State University (Now A Campus Of
Kennesaw State University) - At The Time Since I did Take 2 Different Types of Karate Classes Briefly - All of This After
The GEORGIA BUREAU INVESTIGATION - Or HACKER CRACKDOWN At Southern Polytechnic State University -
There was this Particular Chat I had after I Got my - MAGIC PHONE - maybe A couple of Upgrades Later - Anyway I
didn't Know She Was A BLACK FEMALE Till she wanted to Connect and Talk Voice - VIDEO CHAT - And She Had
An Apple Ipad but In A Matter Of Seconds She Appeared One My Screen After Accepting Her Video Call - There Was
A Slightly Dark Skin Black Woman (Top Only) On My Screen With Slightly Large Breasts And A Black Bra On And I Was in Shock
Briefly As She Just Stared At Me And Started Asking Questions And I Finally Told Her That I Didn't Want To Meet
And Dropped The Video Call - MY FIRST VIDEO CALL - I Guessed She Was Only Interested Because i Had An Apple IPhone -
I Was really Weary of People After The GEORGIA BUREAU INVESTIGATION - Mostly Because They Were known to Send Out
Undercover Agents Called - PLANTS - As My Very First Girlfriend Had WARNED Me Of Years Earlier - And A lot Of
People Just Looked - TOO - GOOD - To Be True - Out Of My Price Range
- I Wasn't Born Yesterday And I Knew What I Qualified For - And Who I Could - ACTUALLY - Date
One of the Memorable - A Black Female I Also Met On a Phone dating line who I was trying Get A Job With One Of My
Computer Clients - She Was Talking To A Another Nigerian Guy but In Nigeria Who She Was Trying To Bring Over to The USA
Anyway I must Have Said Something Wrong And She Went Off - Now I Truly Saw The Side Of A Real Black Woman - She
Raised Her Voice And Said - N E G R O - I thought i Was going To Die And She Would Actually Come Thru The Phone
- She Just Chewed Me Out - HAHAHAH - It Didn't Work Out And No We Never Met In Person -
I Remember Probably My First Motel Visit I Think With An Older White White Hair Average Size Female - Not Cute Or
Pretty At All - Smoking Cigarettes - Oldest One I Ever Dated So Far - In Tallapoosa, Georgia - Before That We
Met On The Internet In A Chat Since She Worked At An office There In Town - I Was Going Back To School And Driving My 300ZX At The
Time And I Met Her In A Hotel Parking Lot And We Talked But She Refused To Let Me Go Home - WANTED TO GET A
ROOM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY - I Refused Telling Her I Had To Go To School - She Finally Grabbed Me Arms Around My Neck And Gave Me A
DEEP DEEP KISS - And I Still Said - NOPE - STUNNED - We Met Another Time For A Movie Called - SHUTTER - And Then A Motel Stay
Days Later - She Drove A - CHITTY BANG BANG OLD TRUCK - That You Could Hear A Mile Away - AnyWay We Met
And I Remember Signing In At The Front Desk And Paying While She Waited For Me In Her Truck And Then We Went In
And I Was Still Intrigued With My - MAGIC IPHONE - There As Well And Of Course She Succeeded In Finally Drawing My
Attention Making Me Put My Phone Away And I Had To Use Those - CONDOMS AGAIN - We Tried A Couple Of Different Positions - More Than My
NORMAL RODEO - And We Kept Going - Surprise Surprise - And I Even Had Her
Holding Onto The HeadBoard Of The Bed For A While In
Pure Enjoyment I Thought Because - SHE NEVER SAID NO -
An Old Average Size White Hair White Woman Who Just Smoked Cigarettes - Then We Called It
A Night Because I Really Was Exhausted After Some Successful Banging I Thought - So Maybe This Was What A REAL
DATE Was Supposed To Be Like - I DIDN'T KNOW - Since I Was Use To my - NORMAL RODEO - Now Resembling The
ADULT VIDEOS I WAS USED TO WATCHING - I Slept On My Side Of
The Bed And She Slept On Hers - Don't Know How or What I Was
Supposed To Feel But Stared Around The Walls Of A Very Old Old Motel Room With Stains From The Old Type Wall
Heater - I Guess It Might Have Been A Little Cold And The Woman Always Wore The Same Short Blue Jean Pants or Shorts
Before Falling Asleep - She Recommended
The Place - Far Out And Nobody Else Was Around - And I Would Go Out On A Limb To Say She Didn't Have Very Many Dates -
Another Real Woman Since My First Girlfriend Many Years Before - I Didn't Touch Her The Rest Of The Night - And We
Got Up
In The Morning And It Came Time To Leave - WHEN SHE
THEN CLAIMED SHE HAD MISPLACED HER KEYS - I Said GOD I HOPE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO TAKE HER HOME - IT
WAS A SATURDAY - We Probably Looked For Any Hour In A Little Room With Barely
Room To Fit A Bed - Or So Stumbling Around Each
Other Not Touching - She Didn't Say Much The Whole Stay - I Just Followed Her lead -At Times I Just Stood Around And
Looked As Tired As I Was And She Finally Said She Found
Those Keys - RELIEF -
I Waited For Her To Crank Up Her Old Truck And Leave PRAYING ALL THE WHILE THAT IT WOULD START - Think I
Recall Her Popping The Hood on Previous Occasions And Spaying Something In The Carburetor (Probably Starter Fluid
- I Never Said Anything - I Just Watched) - After It Turned Over But Wouldn't Stay Running But Eventually Stayed Running And I
Left In My 300ZX - A Cold Morning And A Long Drive Back To Atlanta Since That Was Near The Georgia - Alabama
Border - Later She Would Call On The Phone With 5 or 6 Of Her Girlfriends Driving Together In A Car And Carrying On
But Never Wanted To Meet Again - And Her Excuse - SHE WAS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING LONGTERM - Just Teasing
Me From Then On And She
Would Attended Swinger Parties For Big Beautiful Women In Atlanta Whenever They Came Up And Still Couldn't Find A
Man She Would Say - I Remember Calling Her House And She Would Put Her Daughter On The Phone Who Didn't
Want To Talk To Me - Who Dated A Guy She Worked With Just To Get A Ride To Work Every Day The Mother Told Me -
- Even Gave Me Her Address Late One Evening Wanting Me To Come See Her But I Couldn't Get The Directions Right On
My GPS - I Ended Up Just Letting The Woman Be And Walking Away -
This May Have Been My Very Last Rodeo Maybe A Year Ago Or Less Or More - A Short White chubby
Female In Commerce, Georgia Whom i Also Met On A Phone Dating Line - We Talked On And Off And I Eventually Went to
Visit Her And Also Met Her Father Who Was Retired Military With a Funny Nickname But We Got Along And I Eventually
Ended Up With A Motel Visit With Her Lasting Maybe A Minute At Most - My Favorite Rodeo - But I Still Ended Up Having To
Spend A Whole Night There Coming Back The Next Morning As If Something Actually Happened - I Remembered She
Promised Me Some Deer Meat She Had in The Fridge Probably To Hello And Goodbye To Her Father Who She Was
Living With But I Forgot All About The Deer Meat And Never Got To Greet Her Father Again Who Soon Passed - She Had
told Me About Other Guys She Had or Probably Was Still Dating And The Expensive Motels or Hotels The took Her To
- Out of My Price Range Of Course Considering What I Actually Got - Maybe One Minute Worth Of Actual Contact
From Her The Whole Time Spent - My Usual Rodeo - Anyway I Visited Her A Couple Of Times Since I Used To
drive There To Take Both Her And Her Father To Their Doctor's Appointments And Errands Around Town Since
They Didn't Really Have A Road Worthy Vehicle -
I Did Also Give Her A Big Screen TV - From My Collection
And A Video Movie Streaming Box Since She Had An Old Black And White There - I Set Everything Up But They Still
Only Got One Air Channel There And They Didn't Have Cable Or Internet - So The TV And Streaming Box I Gave Her
Were Pretty useless To Them - But i Found Out That She Have Given It All To A Relative - Another White Female Who
Was Dating A Black Guy From Atlanta, Georgia I Believe - In A Small House Not Too Far Away And Enjoying The TV Setup
Since i Guess They had Internet To Stream Everything Since She Had Taken Me There To See Them - Later A Pretty
Young Niece Would Stop by Complaining About Her Iphone Which Had No Service So she Could Only Use It With Wifi -
She Was Briefly In The Military She Told Me But Got Kicked Out When They Found Out She Was Pregnant - And Was
Then Living With Her Man (Who Couldn't Get Her Service For Her Iphone) - I Never saw Her Again - Anyway last Time I
Visited This Female Her Father May Have Passed And i Heard Whispering Voices Everywhere i Went So She Was A -
WORKING GIRL - And Wouldn't Tell Me but Only Hinted At The Guys She Had Gone Out With - Later Her Father Did
pass And She Moved into The HOOD in Her Area But Spoke Of Living Near Me Or Moving In With Me And Complained
About Having Trouble Taking Out Her Trash Since She Now Used A WALKER For The Handicap And CRUTCHES To Get
Around And She Had An Upstairs Unit With - BEDBUGS - She Had A Doctors Appointment During That Time (Where I
Would Take Her To McDonald's To Eat When It Was Over And I Remember Other People There Asking Me For Food
And Money And Of Course I Told Them I - I HAD NO MONEY) One Day Which I Drove Many Hours Though Traffic
Mishaps To Get To Her Only To Find Out It Had been Canceled And She NEVER Called To Tell Me And I Got There
To Find 10 BLACK GUYS - To Take Out Her Trash - All Standing Along Het Staircase Staring At Me And Probably
Laughing - She Had No Problem Taking Out Her Trash Now And I Saw Her Name Flash On FACEBOOK MESSENGER
Everytime I Got On But I Never Chatted With Her Again - She Was A - WORKING GIRL - The Whole Time And It Wasn't
Too Hard To Figure Out
I Met A BLACK Female While Working At A Peach Packing Plant Where I Was Driving A Forklift Moving Crates
Of Peaches Around - I Learned How To Drive A Forklift From The AutoParts Warehouse Company I Worked For In
Bladensburg, Maryland So It Wasn't Too Hard To Figure Out How To Drive A Different One - I Became Acquainted With
This Black Female And I Found Out That She Lived In Perry, Georgia Just Driving Distance Away And I Was Driving An Old
Beatup Nissan 200sx That I Had Purchased Before Leaving Maryland - I Eventually Went To See Her And Her
Parents And Family In The BOONIES On The Out Skirts Out Town In Perry, Georgia In An Old But Modern House And She Had
Somewhat Grown Children And Teenagers And Drove A light Blue Car Maybe A Chevrolet That She Claimed She Got Fixed
Once A Year And They Would Fix Everything On The Inside -
Anyway, I Visited Her Maybe Twice At Least And I
Remember She Told Me That She Also Worked At A Motel In Town - Anyway , I Had An Accident At Work With The Forlift
And Ended Up Sitting On The Bench Sorting Peaches Like Everyone Else So i Was No Longer Different Or Special - So It
Was Then I Think I Actually Met The Black Female Since I Sat Near Her Sorting Peaches And We Talked - That Was As
Close As I Ever Got To Her Since She Never Invited Me To Her Motel So I Was NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE
And I Would Call Her Occasionally For Assistance - Little Things
And She Would Actually Turn Me Away And Tell Me To Ask Someone Else In A Friendly Manner So She Was Totally
USELESS As A Friend Or Acquaintance - I Never Met Anyone Who Was Totally Useless And Not Up To Date With
Society Or Technology - As If She Was
Living In The 1950's or 60's And I Slowly Distanced Myself From Her Since I Did Eventually Quit My Job There At The Peach Packing Plant I
Believe Or The Job May Have Actually Ended When There Were No More Peaches To Pick - Very Short Seasonal - I Had Worked At A Peach
Packing Plant Before As A Teenager So That Wasn't My First Time And It Provided Work For The People In The Small
Town Where I Grew Up - FORT VALLEY, GEORGIA - This Job Was Far Away In Another Town But Within Driving Distance. Anyway, I Never Saw That
BLACK Female Again And If It Weren't For That Forklift Accident I Never Would Have Met Her - I End Up Finding Other Jobs
Locally In The Town Where I Grew Up - FORT VALLEY, GEORGIA - Working FAST FOOD - NEVER NEVER FORGET
WHERE YOU CAME FROM - NO PRETTY LADY IS EVER HAVING MY CHILD - I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE
- SO I GUESS NO ONE WOULD GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME EITHER - GOES BOTH WAYS - Before Finally Moving To Marietta, Atlanta, Georgia
SOUTHERN POLYTECHNIC STATE UNIVERSITY After Paying Off My Student loan In Maryland And Saving Money
To Go Back To School - And Where I Actually Had My Very First GIRLFRIEND - And INTIMATE SEXUAL EXPERIENCES -
A brief Note I should add - I Did Meet This Particular White Woman While Still Living At My Current Location - We
talked on the phone for sometime - I met her on a Phone Dating Site or was it a Swingers Dating Site - don't remember too
much - We Finally decided to Meet - She lived near Conyers, Georgia Off of I-20 Interstate in double wide trailer - I
remember trying to outrun a train on the way to meet her - She spoke highly of hamburgers at a certain place in
Conyers, Georgia where People come from Miles around to eat - I remember driving to her place that evening off of the
local highway backroads and finally finding her trailer in the dark -
I knocked on her door and she answered and she was busy
watching TV.... She was maybe in her 50's or 60's guessing with Mostly Black Hair Maybe strands of White here and There
but Looked Pretty Hot to me - I sat for a while and finally she asked if we should retire - maybe she asked about putting on
a brief movie (XXX) and i declined as i usually do - Not my first rodeo - This was out of my hands as usual - what
happens happens - Anyway i was just concerned about my Magic Phone (My New iphone at the time) - We proceeded
to her bed across the room and she turned out the lights as we undressed - i remember getting on top of her and
eventually reaching under her since i enjoy grabbing a woman's butt and holding on during our encounter - i will
never forget that moment - There Was Nothing Underneath - Just Dead Air - I Think I Even Remember Waving My Hand
Underneath - NOTHING - and i finally Gave up and told the woman that i couldn't perform - not that i couldn't feel
anything underneath her and we proceeded to get dressed and i thought nothing of it but only concerned about my
Magic Phone (My New Iphone) - She led me back to the front door where i nearly stumbled with attention on my
Magic Phone - I think I remember her telling me i could go and play with my iphone now since she did ask what kind of
phone it was - I don't think i ever called her back
after striking out like that - You Figure That One Out - Not my first rodeo or the first time i couldn't perform when i was
with a woman so i was
used to it but this was unusual to say the least but at least
she was very nice about everything - So there you have it - it took a lot of dates and practice to be able to hold my own -
not saying that i still can at the moment or ever really could - might still need more practice to know how a REAL date should go -
So Obviously The Best Of The Best Have Already
Been Here And Still Had To Leave Me But Maybe You
May Have Better Luck -
- You Can Ignore The Rest Of The Page If You Don't
Want To Read Any Further -
Anyway,
i fixed somebody's toilet since i grew up in the
country and we usually learn to fix our own things.
People always surprised for some reason when i fix
their broken toilets and other things, i just never got
it but glad i could be of assistance..
We had no money and so we fix things ourself in the
country where i grew up. We learned from our
parents instead of going out to play with the other
kids in the neighborhood.
Anyway, There are many ways to get TURNED or
possessed by the Devil
- there's a section about my personal
spiritual experiences in another part of my website -
i am a Reiki Master i don't eat at the Y i have the magic
hands of the Gods i give the lightning i give guaranteed orgasms On BOTH Ends -
Actually met my first girlfriend on an internet swingers
website back then so i thought it was safe -
Yep, she taught me quite a bit but then decided to
take me for a ride that i would never forget -
She ended dying in her sleep from a "Heart Attack" -
but i wasnt there though - one of her children found
her the next morning before i called her -
And yes, i was the one that took care of all of the
girlfriend's kids - as well as others -
and here i am today, still walking away -
so in the end, I still don't believe in fairy tales unless
you can actually prove yourself to me -
i will never never ever delude myself or believe in a
dream -
even then, nothing is ever ever guaranteed and you
know that as well - so watch where you step -
because this could still just end up being a simple
meet and greet - nothing more - story of my life
as well - which is why I never mind leaving empty
handed - or going home alone -
---you know people may start talking if they catch us
together since I don't mind being out in public -
so the ball will always be in your court if you can
actually take the heat and still concentrate on me -
---some things you just learn to get use to -
....that's the kind of life I learned to accept -
where everything is either forbidden or out of reach -
- i only believe in what is real or could be real -
Respectable - means just that, something you just
can't
fake - even if someone else already made a name
for you or you have one yourself -
I am a Reiki Master
I don't eat at the Y
I Have the Magic
Hands of the Gods
I Give the Lightning with My Hands
I Give Women Guaranteed Orgasms On BOTH Ends -
Yes - Thanks To My Magic Hands Of The Gods
I Did Find My
GSPOT - GSPOT - GSPOT
Everyone Has A Spot That Stimulates Them
Find Yours
but I'm Flexible if You Want To COUGH Uncontrollably
- And I Give Orgasms On BOTH Ends - And Even Welcome
Tiny BUTTS - And YOUNG Chicks -
Do You Really Require A Test Drive ?
and only one thing to say -
So The Name Of The Game Was Really -
- Hang A Sissy Out To Dry -
- Was Just Supposed To Be An Inside Joke -
- Where Everyone Got To Get A Laugh And Carry On -
I'm originally
from Nigeria, but grew up here in GEORGIA since
the
